humph....

kalau saya tak kisah pasal career development salah ke?
tak kan? kan kan kan?
kalau dalam career aspiration saya nak tulis menternak lembu pun tak salah kan?
sesetengah orang, yelah, cita-cita dia nak jadi seseorang yang besar dalam company.
tapi kalau saya sebenarnya cukuplah sekadar nak datang kerja untuk dapat gaji, untuk saya jalan-jalan satu dunia. tak salah kan?
saya bukan jenis lahap kerja.
orang selalu lupa, kita kerja untuk hidup.
untuk memenuhi keperluan.
tapi sesetengah orang dah jadikan kerja sebagai hidup.
dan berharap orang-orang sebelah , tepi , kiri kanan pun jadi macam dia.
crap lah semua ini.
boss, i am here to have fun and make money to have fun.
bukannya nak tension fikir tentang assessment dan rating.
masa tertekan dah lepas.
tu semua waktu saya belajar dulu.
sekarang masa untuk bergembira dan lupakan semua formula.
Y to the E to the A to the Y.

yeay!
eh. sebulan lebih lagi saya nak kahwin.

double yeay!
yeay-yeay!

marah ni!

harini saya balik kerja lambat.
saya demam. batuk. selsema.
bos suddenly nak buat performance review 19th october. urghhh.
sebelum ni dalam email 30th
geram betul!
keje ada 3 juta semuanya.
1 juta dah siap. ada lagi 2 juta.
hmm banyaknya.

*asap keluar ikut hidung
saya dah amik cuti untuk balik kg esok sampai sabtu.
ni rasa nak mengamuk ni.

korang dah puas beraya deepavali, balik-balik terus nak buat review.
saya yang cuti last week kena pergi kerja, isu saman bertimbun-timbun,
baru planning nak bercuti off day kali ni, kena datang lagi kerja.

N to the G to the E to the K
NGEK!
sorry, marah sikit. marah kejap je.
promise.

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Salam to all.

Its definitely not too late to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir Batin. Hope your raya was a good one. For us, bulan going back to tandop, kedah and melawat sanak-saudara in the midst of green-brown paddy fields whilst I went traditional and enjoyed raya with my family and relatives in bachok, kelantan. Also, thanks to everyone who came over during Raya, was great catching up and thanks to mom for cooking the best nasi dagang ever.

OK, so its 8 weeks to go….!!!! gile ko, 8 minggu lagi nak kahwin siot….

Getting married is not all fun & games!!!

Bulan did the running around and getting forms for approval for us to get married. Just seems odd that we need the state’s approval to get married~ so authoritarian, right? You collect the form from the Tg.Malim office (assuming you’re in Perak), go for HIV test, then submit your form to your local Penolong Pendaftar Nikah (more affectionately known as PPN) along with other supporting docos (i.e. fotostat IC,  for him to sign then go back to Tg.Malim and submit it to the office there and the desired end result is a letter that state-certifies that you are eligible to get hitched and you pass this letter to your fiancee and let her have a turn at the bureaucracy of it all.

With the date looming by so close, I do wonder, when driving/running/going to sleep, whether I am ready to get married. Bukan ape, being a wife ni is quite a daunting task with ambiguous and dynamic challenges along the way, apatah lagi nak jadi good wife ye tak? And I still feel like I’m 18 on somedays (hmmm…rase cam 16-tgh-pakai-school-uniform pun ade gak). Its also taking another role to your existing repertoire of a daughter, sister, granddaughter, niece, friend, which you are still working to be good at. But at the end, I know I made the right choice so yg lain semua boleh settle la.

Lepas tu, bile tinggal dua bulan lagi, preparation sepatutnya full steam ahead la….tu yg agak serabut sikit. I think we settled most of the important stuff (with a lot of help from the families, thanks guys!) tapi ade la hantaran yg tak beli lagi (partially my fault cause I don’t know which batik to get), kasut bulan tak cari lagi, baju akad nikah tak hantar tailor lagi (this weekend) etc. I think kene buat to-do-list besar2 pas tu tampal kat fridge kat rumah. Bile dah crossout item by item baru puas hati.

Also, we should be distributing our cards soon, so keep an eye on your mailbox (real and virtual) please~.